Missing the luxuries
Thursday, August 14
Breakfast
Cereal, milk, handful of blueberries
Lunch
Peanut-butter and jelly sandwich, small apple
Dinner
Half an avocado, three pieces of bacon, cucumber and lettuce salad, small apple
Prepared all three meals first thing in the morning, and didn't realise how time-consuming the process would be. The bacon for the salad was dry and burnt, but I sprinkled it on top of the salad anyway, determined not to waste a thing. I leave my house in Somerset at 8.35 a.m. and arrive ten minutes late for work.
On my ride into Hamilton some of the milk packed in a Thermos spilt, I used what little I had left for the cereal.
Around 6.31 p.m. I feel unsatisfied, the final meal, a salad didn't stand well at the end of the day and was rather soggy and unenjoyable.
Friday, August 15
Breakfast
Cereal, milk
Lunch
Nothing
Dinner
Peanut butter and jelly sandwich
Got up a little bit earlier to prepare my meals but then I forgot my sandwich and apples on the counter. At work around 3.26 p.m. I have a headache and feel drained. I didn't eat anything until I got home that evening around 6 p.m.
Saturday, August 16
Breakfast
Cereal, milk and small apple
Lunch
Peanut butter and jelly sandwich, handful of blueberries, two small apples
Dinner
Popcorn
Had to take lunch with me to town, rather than pick up a meal on the go. The rest of my family went to Pickled Onion while I opted to have a glass of tap water. I was miserable and disagreeable for the entire duration of lunch.
Sunday, August 17
Breakfast
Cereal, milk, rest of blueberries
Lunch
Two apples with peanut butter
Dinner
Large bowl of spaghetti and four large meatballs
I feel like my body is getting used to eating less or not eating as regularly as before. More than anything I miss the luxuries I had with eating- the convenience of being able to eat what I wanted when I wanted.
Monday, August 18
Breakfast
Cereal, milk
Snack, two small apples
Lunch
Salad (lettuce, cucumber)
Dinner
Spaghetti and four, large meatballs
Cheat: cupcakes
I made cupcakes for a co-worker's sabbatical and had to give them a taste test.
Tuesday, August 19
Same as before, minus the cup cakes.
The spaghetti I made over the weekend was my saving grace, it fed me for three days and was very filling. I do miss having my favourite foods and struggle to eat for survival instead of enjoyment. Most of my groceries have run out-cereal, milk, blueberries, pasta, ground beef, pasta sauce and cucumbers- and I have to get more creative with my meals for the next day.
Wednesday, August 20
Breakfast
Half a peanut butter and bacon sandwich, small apple
Lunch
Other half of sandwich, small apple, plain lettuce leaves
Dinner
Chicken thighs, broccoli, pumpkin
They say never go grocery shopping when you are hungry, but I try and stick to my shopping list. There is still some food left over from the week before, including broccoli, chicken thighs, pumpkin, two bags of popcorn, rice, peanut butter and jam.